Thursday, May 11, 2006

My first little bit of nothing..

Thoughts;
feelings;
people;
memories;
extreme highs;
all time lows;
long meaningless walks;
the joy of finding a never discovered beautiful field on a lonely road to nowhere;
the first splash of rain water on your face and the immediate smell of wet mud as the water hits the ground;
the joy of finding just the right thing to wear on a date with someone special;
the high of being in love;
the pain of some hard decisions made;
the knowledge that every decision ever made has led you to here, where you stand now;
losing people to circumstances;
losing people to death;
a true love story that reaffirms your belief in the good things;
hearing someone you care for breathe softly on a lonely dark night over the phone, and the sudden realisation that atleast for now your not alone;
wishing on a star;
wishing on a star and having it come true;
reading a beautiful poem;
going through old emails, of friends lost, of people forgotten;
finding an old diary you thought was long lost to you and remembering life as it was,and learning to cherish now, as it will never be again;
rooting for the underdog and having him win;
listening to a hard earned success story and feeling truly happy for someone else;
falling in love, with someone, with a song, with life;
breathing in a baby's scent;
have a dog's soft warm body curl up near your feet;
licking melted chocolate off the wrapper and your fingers;
listening to it rain outside when your all cuddled up in bed;
realising that even though there is so much wrong with the world, there are a few rights that make life so worth it..

*sigh*

My first blog.. A little bit bit of nothing.. after all isnt that what life is all about..

z

7 Comments:

Blogger Sphinx said...

Awesome awesome awesome....

I'm speechless...I was almost smiling towards the end of the poem. And i don't do that when I'm reading something! So u can be proud ;)! What do I say...U've said it all!! Thts life ain't it? It takes u right up there and then pushes u to the lows and then lower still!! But then u can always find something to smile about... friends, delicious food, family, music, books, cold breeze, the smell of rain, :) Can just go on...

U just made me smile too. I wanna read more from u Zeenie:D ({):)

5:00 PM  
Blogger Boogerworm said...

hey,
Tanuj recommended ur blog to me... n I am like "Wow"... that is amazing. Have u written more coz i would love to read it...

11:29 PM  
Blogger zeenat said...

hey ..

thank u so much tanuj, this is much appreciated. Your the reason i decided to blog anyway!

Thanks bulbul..

I havent written earlier, this was the first time. Am glad you liked it.

z

12:51 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey just came across your blog....... nicely written......all of them.... good rather great thinking.....i just have a few things to say for a couple of your blogs...... sorry bout it though.....hope u dont end up thinking WTF does this person think of himself...or who does he think he is ..... but have you really resolved to any of it(referring to i resolve to blog)??? have you been able to really get out of the monotonous routine?? can you really give all of yourself to anyone even now??? anyone could refer to your close friend, parents, relatives, boyfriend....n e one at all??? can u really draw a line between changing things and letting them go when it comes to your close friends or family??? dont u feel upset or bad or any negative feeling after u've let gone??? .... is friendship really that easy these days???? do u think that people are really good with a little bit of bad???? and that they have no intentions what so ever even when they are just friends with you.... they either want to be in your good books....or think u mite b a useful resources to them.....or dont really have n e where else to go and its best amongst the worse....or maybe u just think alike...... getting what m sayin??? also after reading your blogs tell me one thing........can u really express yourself everywhere...or do u end up being a good listner???....i can bet 20 bucks you wud end up being a good listener.... n e ways all of this is because I’ve been through most of it…n e ways…all in all u r a gr8 writer….really like the way u think…..gr8 going….

11:53 PM  
Blogger zeenat said...

hey @ anonymous

do i really live life this way? i dunno.. i want to.. thts why a 'i resolve'.. will i ever get there? no clue.. but even if i do get half way, it'll be a feat..

wud luv to hear frm u again.

zeenat

12:29 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

all right m guessing that what i said is probably true....temme what all r u dng to get there .... should b of help to me too....

9:56 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ohh!!! also try bein a talker then a listener ..... ppl arnd u will totally luv it.... again 20 bucks on it.... since i won the prev bet.... just try talkin rather then listenin wd a few close ppl for a start...m sure the appreciation u get will b worth the try ....

9:58 PM  

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